This light is bright enough to save us.

You will be fine.

Well, I just got back from Florida. I really had an amazing time, as I always do. I got to see my boy again, which makes me EXTREMELY happy. We got incredibly close. We do every time we're together. I'm missing him a lot right now, I love him to death. There's no one else I would want to spend my life with.

My prom was off the hook. His prom was lame. However, we got a hotel room and walked along Clearwater Beach at night under the moon. It was beautiful. We also laughed at all the drunk kids there. We were on our way to get some food at 3:30am, and this girl and her boyfriend came out. She looked at andrew and said: WHATS UP MOTHAA FUCKAAA?!?! Haha. It was really really funny.

It was nice waking up next to the only guy that makes you really feel worthwhile.
I really hope this ones a keeper; I have a feeling that he is :]

Senior Exams this week, and then High School is over forever. Thank you jesus.
I'm really excited. Grooming School starts next Monday.

3 weeks is nothing, when we've been apart for this long.
Next time I see you, you'll never have to leave again without me.
This time, it's forever.


Life's waiting to begin.

Yo,

Tonight is going to be pretty awesome. Today is my birthday :D I'm going out with des, phil, ash, and possibly nia. We're going out to Don Pablos, then me and des are going to visit Dave at friendly's! :] Tomorrow is going to be killer. Senior skip day! Me, James and Krissy are chilling. He's pretty awesome :D I'm excitedd! Then Saturday, I work all day and I do Sunday as well. I'm going out to Kobe's Sunday night with my family though. That should be fun. Then monday I'm just staying home with my mom most likely. We'll probably do something. Then I'll go back to school on tuesdayy.

holler :[]

Hey hun-ay.
  
It's the last day of March! I'm pretty happy about that. It's one step closer to leaving high school. :] I'm turning 18 on thursday, and that's awesome. I'm skipping Friday, LAST SENIOR SKIP DAY!, and working Saturday. Sunday I work and then we're going to Kobe's for my birf :]  So school still sucks, but i'm really not doing anything, cause I don't care. I'm watching GREEK and I'm so happy it came back on air. It's one of my favorite shows :D Andrew's been being a jerk, but isn't he usually? We always work everything out and he's my favorite of all time :D We had a discussion about tattoos and piercings last night at my grandmother's. She got PISSED. Haha. I told her I was getting it done, no matter what, and I can't wait until then :] Then DUDE, Panera has chocolate chip bagels now! They're delicious! I can't wait until my birthday cause me and my favorite people are going out to dinner!

I'm pretty sweet right now. BRING ON MAY AND BRING IT ON NOW!

:D

Today, i pretty much just did things around the house. I recently got back from Florida this past Tuesday. Let me tell you, I had the best time. I absolutely love it down there, it's gorgeous!

I really wish that I lived in Florida. I really wish I was with Andrew, all the time. Ever since I came back, I feel like things have changed. A lot. I'm really motionless now and I just want to be with him. He's all I think about. Then everyone keeps telling me I'm too young, and things will never work out...They need to work out, if they don't, I don't know what will happen.

I feel like everyone's blowing me off lately too. All my friends always seem to be busy or just not want to do anything. And now school is starting on Monday. How great. I hate that place, and I can't wait to leave.

I've honestly never felt this much heartache before, in my entire life. I've never missed someone so much, that I feel like I'm never going to see them again..My chest feels like it's being stabbed, and only the thought of seeing him again is keeping me alive.


I really want to get out of here.